So our vacation is almost here. We will be leaving tomorrow morning for 10 days for our cruise. There are 19 of us going so I think that it should be pretty fun & exciting!
Getting ready is the difficult part. I feel so unsettled right now. We have only been in our new house for 4 nights and it is still a total mess. I need to get the family packed today and I really do not know where to even start since we have not even unpacked our house. My stomach feels so anxious today as I have a big list of things that need to be done. The first thing that is on my mind is Kinley. My sweet girl has a large swollen lymph node in her neck. We have been to the doctors twice because it is getting larger and she has had a low grade fever for two weeks. This morning I have to take her to get a blood test and I am extremely nervous about how traumatic that will be for her. Kinley already has so much anxiety about going to the doctor and this is not going to help that situation at all. I get so nervous when my kid’s are sick but to put that together with being in the middle of the ocean for over a week makes me even more anxious. I am praying that we get good news from the blood test.
The rest of my day will include visiting my dear friend Adrianne who has cancer. I want to spend time with her before I go since she is in hospice care right now and her health is unfortunately declining. I am yet again very anxious about this and I feel torn about going on my vacation.
Later this afternoon I will be packing and I have two more appointments….. ughhhh!!! I cannot wait for today to end.